long time, no see

Hey yall! Its been quite a while but i am sure you dont mind. I guess i just haven't felt that bloggin has been top priority. not that i have more important things or anything, i guess in short i am just lazy. I have been just hanging out, not doing much. I worked alot this past weekend. 20 hours in three days, i am not used to it, but i have done it before. It just brings down your weekend, cuz you know you wont be able to do anything, but whateva. i was making money!
I hung out with erin on saturday night after church. it was girls night. Pizza and chick flicks. We watched "How to Deal" and "Mona Lisa Smile" both surprising. not in a bad way at all. they were just nothing like i thought they would be. actual surprises and things like that took me off good. both good picks for girls' night. We realized that Mandy Moore in "How to Deal" has a striking resemblence to a miss moore, thats amber moore. I mean, the way she talked and walked and dressed was like she stalked amber before she made the movie. amber you should be proud! she did you justice!

i gotta run. Grendel then bed! leave me one in my guestbook! til next time...
...nothing but love for ya!
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hey?, dont i know you from somewhere?...oh sorry, my mistake.

looks like another spring day in elkhart! mild temperatures with lots and lots of rain! yea! the temps are great though. i love wearing sandals and no jacket! just love it! i also love the smell of spring, not the wormy smell, but the fresh smell. its a good smell. hehehe. but you all already know that. hahahaha.

April is almost here! spring break is almost here! prom is almost here! and graduation isn't close enough! lol. i am just so pent up, i feel caged. i just want to skip school and not feel bad about it. yeah, thats what i'll do. but, heres the kicker. on senior skip day i will show up and on a random ol' day i will make that my senior skip day because no one will see it coming! hahaha. okay, so maybe its not the best plan, but it hey, every one has some kind of plan and this one is mine!

Chem test tommorrow. i am not too worried about it, so thats not a good sign. i usually do better on tests when i am nervous then when i am calm. so maybe i should study up or something. chemistry isn't that hard, its just, i dont do my homework and thats why i get b's instead of a's. imagine the possibilities if i even improved just 50% of my homework skills, i would have been an NHS member and a HIGH honor roll student, instead of a plain honor roll student, thats the breaks i guess. I got into college(s) so thats always good. yeah, i had options, so that doesn't make me dumb in the intellectual sense. common sense is still a lil shakey but, i am pretty smart. so dont underestimate me!

QUESTION OF THE DAY:
How do you feel about feminism? Are women's rights and equality important?
sign the book and be a winner!

Okay, thats enough for today. i am really tired and lazy and i am done. maybe more this weekend. but i doubt i will have anything to say, its just work work work for me. People still ask me to post something about last weekend, well lets just say if you dont know about it already, you dont need to know. supa'fun! hahahha. take care, be responsible, have a killer weekend. til next time...

...i heart you this much <~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~>

i DO wear my safety goggles! take that!

What a beautiful day today, even though the temp. was low, hopes were high. Hopes that someday the seasonal change of winter to spring is soon upon us, despite the actual calendar season change. I got home from school today and decided to treat "her" nice. She is has been good to me all winter so i went to Northern Pride and washed her good and hard. Yep, Black is gunna sleep good tonight! I am gunna be so pissed if it rains or snows tonight. I went to the car wash and put in a 20, expecting to get reasonable change, and i get 15.00 gold dollars, what the hell am i supposed to do with them. Spending them would be the obvious choice or trading them in for bills, but 7-11 wouldn't trade em and the bank was already closed. So, damn. I think, well i have to sweep out the car anyway, i will use some of the stupid sacajawea coins to get some tokens for the vaccum. Oh problem. The token machine wont take dollar coins, imagine that. the same vendor i just got 15 gold dollars from, doesn't take them back. they want me to use bills, well if i had bills to begin with, i wouldn't have put a flippin 20 in the machine. I mean, talk about a thorn in my side. I found a crinkled dollar in my car under my seat so i used that, for a whoppin 3 minutes of vaccuming power, enough to clean the seats and the passenger side floor. Man oh Man. Oh well, the mats looked nice and so does the interior. wiped it down with that armor all stuff, pretty neat. So that was my afternoon. Exciting, i know.......i know.

QUESTION OF THE DAY?:
There are lots of parts to cars, some are more important than others and some are not even neccesary,
If you could be any car part or accessory, what would you be, and why?

Sign the guestbook with your thoughts or concerns! thanks! you are too cool for words, really.

Its easy listening in my car this week, with an abundance of different yet similar artists just waiting to be put on shuffle. The recent sunshine puts me in a calm state of mind and the music needs to match my attitude. I love when its easy listening time in the car. It means, i am thinking alot about me and the ones i love and really taking a better look at life. Speaking of better out look, I dont feel that my social habits make me a different person. I am the same person I always have been, i just have another option to how i choose to spend my weekends. Now, yes, i have been known to become bitter and angry, all of which is no ones fault. I love everyone, I wouldn't hang out with someone I did not like. Thats shady. I would tell you to your face if I had a concern or problem with things, and recently, I have been informed I did just that. My apologies to all of you I may have hurt with my unconcious offensive behavior. My actions will be monitored more carefully.

BUT....

I had a great time this past weekend. I hung out with almost all my favorite people. Some, unfortunately, were not in attendence. I hope soon, we all can be together, in one giant PARTAY! you know! Dont get me wrong, i dont need AL to attend every party or every get together from here on out before college or at college. I wish some people would just understand that a good time is when you are with the people you love and you are enjoying each others company, you dont need AL for that, and sometimes its just an added bonus. So dont hate, be a mate! (friend that is)

Well i have to go read GRENDAL, so you all be good now! keep on trucking and just be happy with you and your surroundings! til next time....

....be responsibly impulsive.

when has my title ever matched the content? what makes you think i am gunna start now?

Alright kids! how is everyone? i am swell. my eye infection is healing nicely and i dont have a F in math anymore! yea for me! Not much to report today, but i am sure my weekend will bring some interesting evens! SUPAFUN!

I found this quote in Glamour magazine and i thought it was great.

"We must overcome the notion that we must be regular. It robs you of your chance to be extraordinary." - Actress, Uta Hagen

tru dat tru dat! alright, thats it for now, maybe more later, i dont know. til next time....

....only YOU can prevent forest fires!

fucking zero tolerance

I had yet another outstanding blog, or so i thought, and yet again it was lost to a stupid computer failure. Ugh. oh well, life goes on....or does it? hmm. ok ok over dramatic.....or was it?! dum dum dummm! ok thats enoiugh.

Things that represent zero tolerance:
-the new tardy polcy at school
-(I have zero tolerance for people supporting the new policy)
-id cards to enter the building
-( i have zero tolerance for the kids who take my id card when i am not looking to deface it with markers/sharp objects, that shit is not cool)
-the legal drinking age in all 50 states
-(I have zero tolerance for people stealing my beer!)
-drinking and driving
-( i have zero tolerance for people who drink and drive, no matter what the circumstances)
-taking more than two ketchup packets in the school lunch line
-(i have zero tolerance for people mess'n with the ketchup pumps that result in us having to only take two ketchup packets)
-fighting in school
-( i have zero tolerance for people that get in my way of seeing the fight at school)
-stealing
-( i have zero tolerance for people who steal from kmart)
-terrorism
-(I have zero tolerance for terrorists, you hear that?! if you see me terrorists, you better run, i will find you and hunt you like a dog!)
-racism
(diddo)
-truancy
-(fuck that shit, if i am gunna be late to class i might as well skip it, shit)

Things dont always make sense, but thats okay. did the Vietnam war make sense? hmm...to some, but not to most. somethings just cant be changed but it doesn't mean you have to stand back and watch it destroy lives. Everyone can make a difference. i know shit gets rough, and things dont always work out, but things do get better for those who wait. I am confident that my readers will do something good for others today!

Question of the day:
Whats the best way, you as an individual, can make the world a better place?

you know whats next, sign the guestbook or drop me a line. its that easy. do as you please.

i am out of here for now, love ya all! til next time...
..."keep your feet on the ground, and keep reaching for the stars!" - dick clark

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"from my cold, dead hand!"

Charles Heston, what a raving physco, GOD BLESS....the NRA! woo hoo!
anywho....

...it was a beautiful late winter day! Great enough to open the top and blast the tunes. Our Lady Peace started the ride home off with a bang, but Coldplay live finished things up, and it was awesome! LIstening to my anthem and the sun shining, it really just made my day that much brighter. This morning on the way to school, I was heading west and the moon was still big and bright. It was 7:30 and the sun was brightly shining too. Its not too often you get to see the moon like that once the sun comes up. It was beautiful, really was. Beccy jane does more justice to the word 'beautiful' than i do, but it was truly beautiful. I was listening to "See You Soon" and it made me smile. Its a really great song.

In governement today we watched "Bowling for Columbine" a documentary about gun control and media overexposure in america. Its a great flick. I have seen it before, but i definately didn't mind watching it again. The student teacher who was showing the film like memorized where the word fuck was and like muted it out for the brief two seconds it was on. It was weird. A classroom full of juniors and seniors and she is afraid of us hearing the F-word, well sorry to burst your bubble, but we are watching a movie about gun violence, racism, and homicide. Hmm...tainted? possibly. lol.

Chemistry was also entertaining today. I love Miss Beigel. She is such a swell lady. I think she just gardens and strokes her animal pets in her free time or runs the meth lab with ms. biesen. hahaha. that conspriacy theory is out there! She gets my humor and knows its appropriate to liven up her class, and so she appreciates it. If i am not satisfied with her teaching i just tell her and she laughs usually and continues to teach at an unusual pace. Then after i cant keep up i just start typing stories and jokes into my caluclator and pass it to jo and she does it right back, its very stimulating. Sometimes, i get lindsay involved, but she doesn't so much cuz she likes to learn. Turns out, if i actually do the homework and study for tests i get good grades. How about that?! I have a B in there right now, and for not doing a damn thing, i think its a pretty damn good grade.

GOODS AND BADS of the day:
good: ME
bad: Beccy Jane and co.
good: Kmart
bad: Martha
good: moms breakfast casserole
bad: mom's 'vegetarian breakfast casserole(egg and bread)
good: gummi bears and candy corn
bad: trombone players
good: the internet
bad: my internet
good: healthy friendships
bad: hostage situations
good: study hall time
bad: nap time
good: My friends on my buddy list
bad: my friends under the alias "bitches" (current members 2 and counting)
good: young love
bad: not using condoms
good: supa' fun
bad: no supa' fun

Hookay, so thats my list. it sucks i know, but......its close to my heart! (tear)
This brings me to my question of the day....

...How do you, as an individual, feel about the new ketchup packets in the school cafeteria instead of the conveinant pumps?

All should embrace this, and search your mind for deep and thoughtful answers. You know the drill, sign the Guestbook. Or dont and be uncool, you know thats fine. So....sign and be cool or dont sign and be uncool. Damn, thats a decision you may not be able to live with if you choose the wrong one. You will look in the mirror tomorrow and might not recognize yourself, things no one wants to deal with. Think it over....

Alright alright, time is running short. I gotta run, but dont worry next time it'll be straight into your heart! til next time...

...unforgettable, thats what you are!
hasta!

WTF?

Okay, i took anthony's lil quiz on his blog or whatever and i got a stupid show. I got, "Clarissa Explains it All" i hated that show. it was so stupid and her weird neighbor kid always came through her window, okay, not cool. I dont knwo about you, but my favorite was "Salute your Shorts" or "Guts" so old school nickelodeon....WTF!
thats it for now, bayes theorem is kicking my ass right now. damn you reverend!
til next time...
...free martha!

blank canvas

Words just aren't enough.

I hope everyone can feel happiness no matter what is said or done. You can only get what you give, so please give as much of your love to those you want to love you. No matter what the outcome, I think you'll feel alot better about yourself, and thats priority number. I love you all, and I know I dont deserve what I have, but there isn't a day that goes by that I'm not thankful for. Everyone I surround myself holds a special place in my heart and that cant be replaced.

til next time...
...just stop and take a breath. if you breathe every now and then, you can feel the love.

take two

Well, i had this really great blog all set and ready to go, all i had to do was it "post and publish"...but i hesitated, and thats when IT happened. My fucking computer went spastic! Ah well...peace, love and equality. Anywho, this blog was and is just for you CAT, you my dawg! lol
IN honor of it being friday tomorrow i am gunna give you Shanny Bonzizzle's song of the day:
Friday NIght by The Darkness

Hey you!
Do you remember me?
I used to sit next to you at school
We indulged in all the extra-curricular activities
We weren't particularly cool

Monday cycling
Tuesday gymnastics
Dancing on a Friday night
I got Bridge Club on Wednesday
Archery on Thursday
Dancing on a Friday night

Hey you!
Could you ever fall for me
The way I fell for you
And do you dwell upon the thoughts that I occupy
Or do you give yourself things to do

Monday rowing
Tuesday badminton
Dancing on a Friday night
I got ping pong on Wednesday
Needlework on Thursday
Dancing on a Friday night
With you, with you

Monday, Tuesday
Wednesday, Thursday
Dancing on a Friday night
Let the music smother me
Whole weekend recovery
Dancing on a Friday night

See the lady I adore
Dancing on the dancing floor
Dancing on a Friday night
God the way she moves moves me
To write bad poetry
Dancing on a Friday night
With you

Alright! kick ass! well i am just gunna skip to the credits now....
i love you all, be safe this weekend and please think before you speak!
til next time....
....dont discriminate!

i'm gunna bayes theorem up your ass!

hookay! i am in discrete in the computer lab, we are supposed to be looking up stuff on bayes theorem/formula, but you know as well as i do that wouldn't be any fun. In fact, we have feen doing lots of fun stuff instead of doing our work. like putting google searches in for our names and finding obituary postings. LoL, i have died from lung cancer and i was a victim of child abduction. that sucks. right now, jo is researching IU, which doesn't have a very straight forward website, and beccy is taking a test about puppies and looking at all the pretty dogs. I know the kid next to me is looking at rims and the people in front of me are looking at some kind of crazy book online, it has dragons and gobblins in it, they are having a hay day. I am extremely tired of doing this. I mean, who wants to write a paper with a minimum of 750 words about how Bayes Formula is used in today's society. This totally sucks. Oh well, life goes on.
Well, Miss T is given me the evil eye and now she is laughing cuz she knows for a second i was really scared. Hahaha, she is just super. She knows she loves me.
I gotta get going though, beccy found a website for yellow lab puppies and i want in. so check ya lata.
til next time...
...if you are gunna be tardy, just dont come.